In full swing now, Martha cut the
cornbread into cakes and put a piece into each of the girls’
bowls. After sprinkling sugar over the bread from the cup
she kept it in on the table, she poured the icy milk over
the cornbread, making it into a sweet-tasting, belly-filling
mush. She handed each girl a spoon and turned back to the
eggs, flipping them expertly without breaking the yolks.
Elijah didn’t like his yolks broken, and Martha did her best
to please him. He was a hard-working man, and he deserved a
good breakfast.
Turning to reach for a plate for the
eggs, Martha startled. “Goodness, Lige. You scared me out of
my wits.”
Elijah, Lige to everyone who was close
to him, stood in the doorway of the kitchen, watching her.
“Your eggs are ready.” Martha slid
them onto the plate and set it on the table. She then poured
his coffee from the pot that had been warming on the stove.
When she turned to set the cup beside his plate, she
stopped.
Lige still stood in the doorway, his
gaze focused on the girls as they ate their bread and milk.
His clear blue eyes held a wistful look. Like he was in some
other place, not there in the kitchen.
“Lige,” Martha said softly. “Somethin’
wrong?”
He blinked and ran a long-fingered
hand through his wavy blond hair. Martha loved that golden
hair of his. Silky soft to the touch, it glowed with the
sunlight when he was out working the field. When Elijah
Sawyer stood in the sunlight, his long lean body with the
golden hair and crisp blue eyes took her breath. Still,
after five years of marriage, he could make her heart feel
like it wanted to jump right out of her breast.
It felt like that now, beating against
her breastbone like a hammer. The way he stood with a look
of something not quite right on his face. That look was
making Martha a touch nervous. It felt as if the world was
holding its breath, waiting for something to happen.
“Daddy, come eat wif’ us,” Vinie said,
breaking the spell.
Lige stepped into the kitchen. “I
think I’ll just do that,” he said. He pulled out his chair
and sat down. He reached over and tugged one of Gracie’s
blond curls. “Mornin’, Gracie.”
Gracie grinned around a mouthful of
cornbread.
Martha smoothed her apron with a
trembling hand and set his coffee in front of him.
Lige caught her wrist as she started
to turn away, wrapping his fingers all the way around it.
She stopped and met his eyes with her own. “Thanks,” he
said, squeezing her wrist.
Martha looked deep into his eyes for a
moment, wondering. He had never thanked her before. A wisp
of a shiver ran up her spine.
He tilted his head. “Are you cold?” he
asked, releasing her wrist.
Martha hesitated, disguising the
tremor in her hands by smoothing her apron down over her
cotton dress again. “No. No. Just felt a goose walk over my
grave is all,” she said finally. “Eat your eggs before they
get cold.” She turned away and poured the water she had
brought in from the well into the sink to wash the breakfast
dishes. She couldn’t shake the feeling that something wasn’t
quite right. Lige was not acting himself. He wasn’t the kind
of man to just stand and stare like he had when he had come
down from the bedroom upstairs. And he had never thanked her
for making breakfast. That was her job as his wife, after
all.
The sun was up full now over the top
of the mountain, and the animals were coming to life out in
the yard. Martha was going to have to get busy and get the
girls dressed for the day, feed the chickens, and get the
cow milked before she started on the household chores. She
swished her hand through the soapy water in the sink and
turned toward the table only to catch Lige watching her, his
coffee cup held halfway to his lips. “Have I got my
housedress on backwards?” she asked as she took the girls’
empty bowls and wiped their faces with a cloth.
“What?”
Martha lifted Gracie down from the
highchair. Both girls left the kitchen, their feet flying as
they headed back to their bedroom and their dolls. “Well,
something must be wrong, what, with the way you keep
watching me.” She absently cleared the dishes from the
table, scraping the scraps from the dishes into a bucket
that sat on the floor by the sink before putting them into
the soapy water. The bucket would later go to the dog when
Martha went out to take care of the animals.
“I’m just…” His voice trailed off.
Martha chanced a look at him.
He was staring down into his coffee
cup as if he was hypnotized.
That weird feeling crept up her back
again. Something is brewing in that man’s mind, that’s
for sure, she thought. Time to have out with it.
“Elijah Sawyer, what are you thinkin’?” she asked, hands on
hips.
Slowly, he looked up from his cup, his
eyes dark and broody. “I’m just wool-gatherin’, I guess.” He
rose from his chair and drained his coffee in one quick
gulp. “I best be gettin’ some work done.” Then he walked out
of the kitchen.
Martha bit her lip. There was
something there. In his eyes. What was it?